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I feel bad for:

1. the one who always questioned who are their real friends

2. the one who stated that they dont have best friend(s)

why why why kasian temennya ga sih. bukannya gue sok punya temen banget, gue jg gatau yg gue anggep tuh nganggep juga apa ga. tapi ya kenapa mesti disort juga kaya beli baju aja ya. alhamdulillah sih masih punya temen2. soalnya ada jg gt yg kaya punya banyak temen tapi tiba2 dia bilang "temen asli gue siapa sih sebenernya."terus jadi bingung gt kalo mau curhat nemuin siapa. kalo lagi sedih mau nemuin siapa. bahkan lagi bosen pun ga enak ngubungin temen. tapi ga enak jg sih gue sering ngerepotin temen deket gitu maap yey. aduh sebenernya lg pgn numpahin semua pikiran random akhir2 ini. tapi kalo ditulis jadinya ga jelas. untung ini bukan tipe blog keren buat dipublikasikan, untung yang tau dikit. syukur alhamdulillah.

intinya gue bersyukur sama kehidupan sekarang yeeeeeeey

"that you will never fall in love"

so i had a random talk w/ my friend Nisa yesterday. we accidentally met @ mcd and we accidentally talk about it. she told about her life now, love, to be exact, and I, like I always did when I get engaged in this topic, just nodded at friend's love story.

So here it is, the BIG question (well, for me) "gimana Kay udah ada?"

Now I honestly don't really care about this thing anymore, the ömg you're gonna be 19 soon, Y U No have bf" then she said "its because you look like you dont need a boy to accompany you"

at first i was like :O.... big O. whats that. do i really look like that. i already get used to "lo terlalu menutup diri"thing, but this. it's new. she said i'm too independent, and don't event think to rely on boy. and then i cant get this out of my mind for like, 2 days (ciee uuu).

earlier this week, i told my friend that ï think i dont even need a bf so whats the rush." so i had a little research, that being dependent is not a bad thing. why you handle things alone when there's someone ready to help yauuu.

ga kuat deh nulis bahasa inggris kok kesannya kalo ga gloomy/cheesy/emo. geli (selalu geli sama tulisan sendiri) oh iya, @ayayae a.k.a Shavira bilang "duh lagu Let My Love Open the Door bener bgt nih AMIN ada yang gini. betululululul ditunggu ya siapa yg punya KEY to heart (wkwkwkkw jijay)

rain. flood. whatever you call it

enaknya curhat pake bahasa indo apa inggris?

introductory dulu ya ini ada potongan dari googlingan aquarius:

an Aquarian is emotional, the home will be all important and since they stress themselves to such an extent that they can become weak and may need rest, loads of space and freedom from everyone can help them to bounce back. The best way to keep Aquarians relaxed is to make sure they have something to do.

ga pernah ngerasa emosional, malah dulu selalu ngerasa emotionless. sekarang apa2 dibawa emosional. gampang banget ujan ya allah........

kayanya saking ga pernah stresnya, sekalinya ditumpuk, padal sepele sih ga sebanding sama stres orang2, lgsg breakdown aja. duh ini nih sekarang campuran adadeh-ini ada temen deket gue sendiri kok annoying ya bbm mulu blg bosen kalo ga dibales ngambek-terus invalid buat kelompok-terus stres sendiri di kamar- terus jjong nangis di taiwan kasian bgt- terus pgn plg ke jakarta- terus kangen rumah- terus ga pgn kos- terus bsk suruh dateng lebih awal.

sumpah ya forever young i wanna be forever young.........................................