Senin, 09 Mei 2011

Sabtu, 19 Februari 2011

week 2

then i realize, I avoid close emotional relationship. that's why i back off from bfgf thing, but still whine about one. grhhh i already ndntndnntndnntnt from family and friendship thing because distance sucks. why bother to add one. UGH I MISS PEOPLE but people seems don't miss me, ya i know it's lame but still ;_; I get emotional just by people ask when will i come home huu, but when i get back home, everyone seems so busy with their own business. and i hate the feeling of go back to here, so it seems better to stay here and doesn't feel that feeling. i hate to feel some distance with my previously close one. like, don't know what they're up to anymore. i hate to know about what people up to through twitter. i hate basabasi. ugh i just have to end it here or the bolster will be wet

Kamis, 20 Januari 2011


I know it's gonna be a bad birthday

I just know

Sabtu, 15 Januari 2011


setengah jam lagi papa's birthday berartiiiiiii.............. apa?????????? yessss seminggu lagi menuju ulang tahunkyuuuuuu

apasih kok seneng bgt mau ulangtaun. soalnya akhir2 ini merasa kurang dicintai (lol). kalo ulangtaun kan merasa dicintai gitu. sama tes sih orang2 peduli apa ga apa sekedar ganti display name aja (huhuhuhuhuhuhu).

ulang taun pengen apa ya? sumpah gatau pengen apa. pengen lee taemin. pengen merasa dicintai gituu (this is not a kesepian post). pengen dikasih kado yg memorable. i wanna feel the l.o.vvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeee

-khas bgt ya lg liburan sering ngepost. tanda2 orang kurker lololol toooooooodles loveee!

Rabu, 12 Januari 2011


after backtracking this blog, Y i only wrote bad things here? may be because all the good things was shared before. idek maybe i should make a new one, 4shared happiness



all things don't seems right suddenly

first, college. i'd really love to leave that thing and live happily ever after at jakarta

second, my birthday. where to spend it is a big deal for me. fvck jaket himpunan i'm sorry i don't care about you. i only care about my 19th that i want to spend it here, at jakarta. no matter how lovable bandung is

third, i'm about to correcting my statement. the one that i really sorry for people who don't know who their bestfriend are, or don't they have one. surprise surprise, i'm feeling that now 0_O it's so human after all

to all of youuuu I want to randomly say I love you guys. all of you. just to make this feel better

toodles, annyeongi gaseo

PS: wildan said i look like her. yes, Giuliana Rancic. LOL???? did he spent too much time watching E! news?